Randome as well haha

I think Im going to write down here for some quite times now... since i dun kno what to do, bored life.. just want to write somethin, outside my soc.med accounts. I dun want ppl, specifically.. friends.. know it. Have u ever felt like I dun want ppl to kno bout u but u still want to post somethin, or write somethin anonymous. That s it. That is what this account for.. no one knows, n i dun have to worry bout'em knowing my kinky sides. hahahaha do I have one? I believe everyone has one... Mine is probably, I love gothic n I worship black! in my environment, this style is kinda kinky n unacceptable culture somehow. cause ppl keep starring at me when Im walkin down to street wore somethin less conservative, like full black, collar, pierchings, red lips, dark eyeshadow n thick eyeliner. I love this punk n goth way of live.. it's not like I abuse law or somethin, I don't rob, smoke, drugs or even drink. basically, I'm nerd, lab rat, loves books, prefer buyin novels or comics rather than outfits in display wear 70% off tag deal. This is me. n i love who i am, I dun need to change the way I look only for being their Barbie Doll. I m a nerd but I only wear conservative at lab or campus area.. outside.. hmm... gothicly yessss!

Me n Last Semester

What did you know bout being senior in college life? it could be fun, awesome, n strangely good... owh dont forget bout our responsibility as senior year, yup. Thesis. Research project, lab rat, nerd, extremely low self-esteem as woman, total mess (no make up, no nails art, no spa, no fashionable outfits). Yup that's me! Total nerd! the only way to have fun was playin around w chemical stuffs n engines.. That's how my life recently.. hahaha

anyway, i live my life to the fullest right now. eventho i lack in girly aspect but hey, as long as I'm okay with that n less stressed out.. so nevermind.

being ordinary girl is not that bad, but sometimes i did feel lonely, in romance aspect. trust me I'm totally unexperienced in that field. if u talk bout anime or manga or yaoi, or some useless stuffs out there I might be total professional. However, for now I'm still okay with that, as long as I'm goin to have steady work n steady life.. even if I dun get merried, maybe some adopted kids will be fine! Holy sh*t did I just write that? sorry my mind did not work properly these days.

I just wish this last semester of my college life would end well.. i really wanna leave this place as soon as possible. Then, findin steady job n steady life, owh dont forget cute pets! then make ur own boutique!

hey, it's just me n random writing! hhahahahaha!