Me Now

Hei Guys!!! Long time no see... I write this with my new nail's color... I pick black and it's awesome!! Just trying somethin' new.. Well, I'm pretty busy last two months, preparing for college entrance test.. But, after all I didn't do the test cause already got accepted in one of university   in Surakarta by SNMPTN... Hohoho!! ^^ Feeling refresh... Got my present from parent, come to new university, buy new comics and novels, everything sounds great!! I can't believe either, its feel like a dream to me... and I hope my friends will have the same feeling like me in few days... when SBMPTN's result is announced...

I'm starting to feel like "more sooner, I will be kicked out from house", Yeah... Most of people around my ages will take a part for next independent step... which is move on from your parent!! Well, it's common in my country, that after high school days, means we ready to face real challenge... I'm afraid, scared, worry, and feel smaller than before... what will happen to me in next year? Will I still alive in the same date next next years? Will I be able to make my parent happy or proud? or Can I do all the hard work in near future? Can I do everything what I need all by myself? These questions keep haunting me like never end... They really bother me, but I can't deny that those questions will never be answered now... Cause Future is Mystery.... but I hope I'm not make a mess...